I’m mad. Like, really f*cking mad. Ok, that’s a lie, I don’t really get mad, I just get sad. So, I’m really f*cking sad. My face was finally getting better, finally looking like something was changing and my face was starting to play nice, but NO. No, no,no. It ain’t playin’ nice no mo’. My face has freaked out. Like OMG Ihateyousomuchjuli. Iwantyoutostaysingleforever. Andidefinitelydontwantanyonetofindyouattractive. Ever.
You, my face, are a straight up b*tch.
Ugh, I’m going to get so many emails about my dirty mouth now. I’ll save you the time…please don’t send them.
Anywho, I’m having one of those days of feeling absolutely hopeless. I don’t know what to do. I clean up my diet and it gets a little bit better, then it goes back to normal. I change up my face cleansing routine and it gets a little better, then goes back to normal. I get off birth control, I stay on birth control. I take fish oil, I don’t take fish oil. I eat more fat, I eat less fat. I don’t eat dark chocolate, I do eat dark chocolate. I get facials, I don’t get facials. You get what I’m throwin’ out? I try everything, but in the end my face has full control, and I am left staring in the mirror with tears in my eyes, choking back the egg of frustration that sits in my throat.
Just today, I started taking the probiotic saccharomyce boulardii which was recommended by Liz of Cave Girl Eats. I also am getting cod liver oil soon to start trying that as well. And making sure all sugar and nuts are cut from my diet. It’s just so annoying that my mind has to be filled with thoughts of how ugly I am or how I wish I could improve my skin. That’s dumb. It should be filled with cookbook thoughts, and Christmas gift thoughts, and food thoughts. But no, the face has won.
So here’s my question out of utter frustration and anguish…do I try acutane? Do I face the fact that I may be incredibly depressed, moody, and upset for months because of the drug? Do I face the fact that I may have to take the drug even though my face and other body parts will literally dry up and peel off? Do I face the fact that it may not even work? I don’t know what to do, but I’m obviously upset enough to blab all about it and want some of your advice. So, advise me.
On a more positive note, you NEED to try these muffins. They are DELICIOUS.
Morning Glory Muffins (nut free option)
- Yield: 9 1x
Ingredients
- 1 apple, peeled and cored, shredded
- 1 large carrot, peeled
- 1/2 cup sunflower seed butter
- 1 cup pepitas
- 3 eggs, whisked
- 1/2 cup coconut oil, melted
- 1/4 cup raisins
- 1/4 cup pecans, roughly chopped (optional for nut free version)
- 1 tablespoon cinnamon
- 1 tablespoon raw honey
- 1/4 teaspoon baking soda
- pinch of salt
Instructions
- Preheat your oven to 350 degrees.
- Now add your pepitas to a small saucepan over medium heat with a tablespoon of fat. I used coconut oil.
- Cook for 3-5 minutes, moving around lots so they don’t burn and so they cook on all sides.
- While your pepitas are roasting, add your apple and carrot to your food processor with the shredding attachment. If you don’t have a food processor, use a grater to shred your apple and carrot.
- Add your apple and carrot to a bowl along with your sunflower seed butter and rinse out your food processor bowl.
- Then add your roasted pepitas to the food processor and puree until you get a flour/meal.
- Then add your pepita flour, eggs, coconut oil, honey, raisins, pecans, cinnamon, salt, and baking soda. Mix well.
- Pour your batter into 9 FULL muffin liners in your muffin tin. I lined my muffins tin with silicone muffin liners but paper would do just fine.
- Bake for 25-30 minutes until cooked through.
- Let cool slightly, but eat warm, because they are the best that way.
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More Nut Free Muffins:
Apple Cinnamon Muffins (nut free)
Chocolate Chip Protein Muffins (nut free)
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I did not read all the comments and do not know if you have tried it but Arbonne products? I used to have horrible skin I used their face products and i couldn’t be happier. Just a thought.
PS I just made some of the Magic Brownie Bars can’t wait to try them : )
I took Accutane in college and I have to say I’m glad I did. I know all the awful things it can do to you, I never experienced those. I was religious about taking it, not drinking, taking supplements and going to do my blood work. I’ve been clear of majority of acne now (10 years later) and now I just use a Clarisonic. It really helps and makes a total difference. Don’t use the Clairsonic too much (once a day at night MAX). But when you break out then its not as bad and they clear up much faster. I highly recommend that first and if it doesn’t work then move onto the Accutane. Good luck!!
Juli girl, you have got to try Michael Todd True Organics. I’ve used the products for only 2 weeks and all the little bumps on my face are gone. Sign up for their emails and you get emails saying 35% off. Or if you follow any beauty gurus on You Tube they are always giving out coupon codes. I have used the Detox Cleanser, Lemon Toner, and Hydration Serum. They seriously have done wonders for my skin and have lots of different products based on skin type. http://www.michaeltoddtrueorganics.com/
I have the SAME struggles with my digestion/Chron’s, etc. I try one thing..then the opposite and just the same results. BUT..you gotta keep fighting! I just take care of myself and researching:)
Have you ever done a full 30 days of strict paleo (meaning no sugars, grains, dairy, etc)?
HI there! This is the first time I have ever commented on a blog, but I was so compelled to respond! Please do not use drugs to cure your skin problems. Skin problems are a sign that something is “off” in your body….your thyroid, your adrenal glands. I struggled with skin issues for years and am not getting treatment for thyroid and adrenal issues through a Homeopathic/Naturopathic doctor. You have to find the source of the problem…not just treat the breakouts. I know this is so frustrating and just heart breaking. I have been through so many roller coasters with my body, but what I can tell you is a homeopathic doctor will help heal your entire self….not just treat symptoms. You will be amazed!
Just take the drugs. I did when I was 19 because I was SO over having bad skin. It actually wasn’t too bad, just stay out of the sun (perfect time now with winter here). I was the happiest I had ever been because my skin was getting better! It changed my life. Once it’s over, its over and you never have to be so restrained and vigilant for the rest of your life just to take care of your skin.
There are so many comments and I’m sure that you are overwhelmed with the caring people who have responded to your blog post. I can’t think of anything that can mess with your self opinion than skin issues. I had so many issues when I was in my 30s. Never had any as a girl/teen. There are tons of things that cause it and it sounds like you’ve trying everything. I can’t say it enough… NO DRUGS! I have a very good friend who is a Chemical Engineer who has been on everything under the sun for her cystic acne which she has had since adolesence… being that she understands all of the chemical components in the drugs. She wanted off of them. So, she tried Arbonne skin care. I am a consultant and would be more than happy to send you some samples. If you do well on them, I would love to send you a travel set for free! Arbonne is formulated without mineral oil, animal products/by-products, chemical fragrances and dyes, gluten, soy or parabens. All of which are known irritants to the skin and our advanced delivery systems. I would love your feedback! Please email me at carlanation@gmail.com with any questions. I love the changes that this product has made to my skin and the confidence it has brought back to other women too!
Blessings,
Carla
PS… Love your blog and recipes! 🙂
Juli-I have the EXACT same skin issues and I too have tried everything (omega oil, change diet, try every product on the market, facials, vitamins, acupuncture etc) and it seems like something will work for a couple weeks then it stops. I am 33 and I’ve been battling acne for 3 years ever since I got of birth control pills. Turns out I have polycystic ovarian sydrome so no amount of healthy eating or lifestyle changes was going to improve my acne. I am now taking beyaz birth control pills as they are fda approved to treat acne. I’m on my third pill pack and I’m just now STARTING to see improvments. I used to get 2-3 giant, really painful zits every day. I haven’t gotten one of those in almost 3 weeks now (a miracle). Anyway, I am in the exact same boat as you so I know how bad it sucks. I tried eveything too..exept acutane, but that would have been my next step too. So glad I’m back on the pill. I was worried it would make me gain weight but I’ve actually los a few pounds and haven’t changed anything. I think I’m just overall happier because I don’t have a pizza face any more. Good luck to you, xoxo, love your blog!
yo, the one undeniably nice thing about accutane is that while you’re on it, you can completely stop worrying about your skin (at least for a while), because you’re already doing the hardest-core thing for it possible. it’s a nice reprieve, if nothing else.
Although I am new to your blog and recipes, I will first say, we are loving it in this house! With that said: do you have any amalgam fillings? You might want to read about mercury and how it can affect your body (says the girl who suffered from severe Ulcerative Colitis until she found SCD!) I am in the process of having my amalgam removed…. SLOWLY!